A blog of my feelings…ranging from commenting about other's blogs to commenting about stuff which happens in life and from posting mails which I like, to ranting on stuff.

I have started blogging and reading other’s blogs that I obviously have to get inspired out of it. Blogging is sure addictive, but it is good when you have enough time to spare and not do anything but blog

The other day, courtesy Ramblin’ Man’s Pages, I got to know of this blog called India Uncut.

IndiaUncut is a blog of Amit Verma, who, in my opinion is a radical writer. He does not bother abt his posts and hence, this blog can be found in the bloglists of many other blogs. I too would like to become one. The problem is that I am thinking a bit too much about other people and their feelings when they read my blog. Why the hell should I bother. A person, if in case, goes through my blog, then he would get to know my ideas.

I always have this feeling that I am unwanted…nobody likes me and nobody will speak to me. This feeling has been there from the days when I started studying and has been there till date and I think this will continue forever.

I have come to terms with my life and think why should I bother abt other ppl…but still, the feeling pervails. Dunno abt it. I somehow have another feeling that someone keeps a tab on whatever I do and they do not want to come to light. Very contradicting feelings right??? To get rid of these feelings, I took up an appointment with a psychiatrist. The psychiatrist just dismissed me and my thoughts telling that it happens to everyone. So, am just thinking whether it is true.