A blog of my feelings…ranging from commenting about other's blogs to commenting about stuff which happens in life and from posting mails which I like, to ranting on stuff.

I had a tumultuous time in the past couple of months. Probably life came full circle for me then. Whatever had happened, probably happened for the good only. I have had a very wonderful new year so far and I consider myself lucky for my current situation in life. I had even wondered if all the decisions that I took in life were worth it or not, but then, I also discovered a lot of things that I probably had never noticed earlier.

1. I have quite a lot of well wishers who try desperately to help me (or atleast, show to the world that they are helping me)
2. Amongst these well wishers, there are just a few people who are actually trying to help you and guide you in your endeavors and they are worried for your future as much as they would be for their own – It is this group that I can be proud of and can call them as Friends.
3. For a few people, your bad time is more to their happiness and they would be secretly happy that you are in the situation that you were in, and at times, they would not even bother to hide their happiness in front of you. These are the people that you had considered friends during some or the other stage in life.

Now, the above things are those that made me ponder about the “help” of social networking. Enough of rants, let me move from the negatives to the positive.

I joined a company which was, is and hopefully, remains my kinda place to pursue my passions. I would not be interested to work in a place which is for employment and for a job, it should be something that I can associate my deepest desires with, and this place is one of them. I get to meet a lot of people, exchange thoughts and ideas and then, travel a lot.

When 2010 dawned, something dawned upon me too.. and that, IMHO, was the power of rational thoughts. I realized that everyone has their own logic to back their actions and it would just be fair to think from their point of view and not remain yourself and have misunderstandings / assumptions leading to something else. So, there was a new Suksy who was born then.

With the new Suksy came in new challenges and opportunities and it made it worthwhile to have undergone those tumultuous times during the last weeks of 2009. In fact, a long time ambition of mine, to visit North India, came true in an unexpected way. I took my first flight, went to North India, stayed at a resort near Manesar, made some amazing friends, had some equally amazing meetings, trainings, sessions, fun and masti and did not realize that I had spent a week without even stepping out of the resort. When the time came to step out of the resort, we did not have time to spend on anything else. We could not visit Delhi, and I could not visit even a book stall to buy a book. I have actually pissed off a couple of friends in Delhi to whom, I had given an assurance that I would be meeting them in their hometowns. I am sorry folks… There is definitely going to be a next time.

I have transformed into a pukka sales manager and forget the designation or the actual “work” I am supposed to do, I am doing evangelism of technology in education. Education is a field that I was always interested in, and getting this opportunity to evangelize it, is more like a dream come true. Thanks to my current employers for making this dream come true. It is always told that where lies your passion, lies your best efforts and where you put your best efforts, the world recognizes u.

As Baba Rancchoddas Chancchad mentions: “Don’t run behind success, run behind excellence. Once you achieve excellence, success will automatically come to you”. So true.. right?

All izz well!!!